月亮忘記了

這是一種壓抑嗎?
                                                                               
當言不由衷的時候   我選擇安靜
                                                                               
當言不及義的時候   我選擇安靜
                                                                               
太多事情  我不知道如何開口
                                                                               
                                                                               
這是一種壓抑嗎?
                                                                               
好多事情在想
                                                                               
想的頭好痛    想的睡不著
                                                                               
想的令人煩躁  想的心情不好
                                                                               
太多事情  我說不出口
                                                                                    
                                                                                                     
最近負面情緒太多了...
                                                                               
但是  又不想表現出來...
                                                                               
因為我覺得影響到別人  這樣不好
                                                                               
我希望  和我相處  就是要開心的
                                                                               
而不是讓不開心   是從我這邊散發出去的
                                                                                       
                                                                               
明明就很 CARE  就很想知道
                                                                        
討厭...